Season 1 | Episode 3The process of reshaping the moon has been a long and arduous journey, Ninursag Chief Scientist Operator ensures success. Yet secret feelings haunt her in this daunting task.
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Journal Entry 11.286.1
Chief Scientist of Operations: Ninursag, princess consort
It has been 100 ki sunsets since our beloved leader, Enki, made landfall on the nearby planet. As a geneticist and xenogeneticist I can’t wait to join him and explore this life thriving planet. Currently, I am filled with pride and excitement as I work tirelessly to establish a proper spaceport on the moon, connecting us to the colony on Earth and our home planet, Nibiru.
Our team is still an hybrid of 300 Igiggi and 100 Nibiruans, but everything is working just right despite all expectations.
The process of reshaping the moon has been a long and arduous journey, but I am determined to see it through to the end. With each passing day, my team and I make progress, and the moon grows ever larger, its gravitational pull intensifying and shaping the tides of the nearby planet. This is a daunting task unlike any other I ever planned, but I will be successful.
Enki’s bold exploration of the nearby planet has already provided us with invaluable knowledge. From the planet’s climate to its geography and potential resources, every discovery is a treasure trove of information. I am thrilled at the possibilities this new environment presents, and I am eager to continue exploring.
As a woman of science, I am honored to be a part of such an exciting endeavor. My heart swells with pride as I envision a future where we work hand in hand with the colony on Kee, sharing knowledge and resources in the name of progress and to ultimately save our own home planet.
And yet, as much as I revel in the joy of discovery, I am also humbled by the enormity of our task. As we reshape the moon and establish a spaceport, we are paving the way for future generations to explore the cosmos in search for a solution to Nibiru. It is a responsibility I take seriously, and one that fills me with a sense of purpose and duty.
With each passing day, I am reminded of the incredible courage and vision of our expedition leader, Prince Ea, now Enki. His unwavering commitment to our mission is an inspiration to us all, and I am proud to call him my leader and my best friend.
In the end, it is the emotion and the humanity behind our endeavors that truly drives us forward. It is the shared sense of purpose that connects us all, from the colony on Kee to our home planet of Nibiru, and beyond. I look forward to the day when we can join together in celebration of our achievements, knowing that our journey has only just begun.
Private Log.
Chief Scientist of Operations: Ninursag, princess consort
I am hesitant to even register these words, but my heart is heavy with a longing that cannot be quenched. Enki, our fearless expedition leader, has been gone for far too long from my sore sight, and I find myself missing him more and more with each passing day.
I know that I am promised to his brother, and that our union is necessary to maintain the delicate balance of power within our society. But despite my best efforts to suppress my feelings, my heart still yearns for Enki’s touch, his laughter, his embrace.
I am ashamed of my own weakness, my own inability to control my own desires. But how can I help how I feel? How can I deny the love that burns within me like a dying star, no matter how hard I try?
I long to be close to Enki once more, to feel his presence by my side, to bask in the warmth of his love and feast with desire. But I know that such dreams are foolish and dangerous. I must be content with the knowledge that Enki is nearby, exploring the unknown and charting a course towards our future.
Despite my own reservations, my heart yearns for the day when I will see Enki once more. I know that such a reunion is fraught with danger, and that my own feelings for him could threaten everything we have worked so hard to build. But still, I cannot help but dream of a future where we can be together, united in our love and our shared mission.
When I join Enki on Kee, I know that I will have to keep my feelings in check, hiding them away behind a facade of duty and loyalty. But in my heart, I long for nothing more than to be close to him once more, to feel his touch and to share in his love.
In my most private moments, I imagine what our reunion might be like. I dream of us walking hand in hand, exploring the planet’s surface and sharing in the wonder of the future. I imagine us gazing up at the stars, our love burning bright like the cosmos around us.
But even as I indulge in these fantasies, I know that they are foolish and dangerous. I must remain focused on our mission, and on the responsibility that I have been entrusted with. I cannot let my own feelings endanger the fragile balance that we have worked so hard to maintain.
And so I will continue to serve with honor and dedication, knowing that my love for Enki will always remain hidden, forever a secret kept deep within our hearts. But still, I cannot help but dream of the day when our love can be openly acknowledged, and when we can be together, united in our shared destiny.